Love kills.

Romance is dead, and I don't even trust myself,

but I love you.

 

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Original: 7/10/2004 4:33 PM
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Saturday, July 10, 2004

 

There's no point left in living when everything is slipping away from me like trying to hold sand in a fist.

The only escape is to begin to bleed again.

I think I need a new Xanga, and this time I won't tell anybody who remotely knows me except for a select few... like Katherine & Nathan & all those marvelous people.

I miss you all so much
On the verge of tears as I
Recall each and every single
Memory.
The way we laughed,
Talked, and farted.
To relive all those days...

On a happier note...

Just fuck it all, you know? There's no point in living anymore if I just lie like this to everyone.

I'll take off my mask now to show my true face to everyone who hasn't seen it. Ugly, yes, but it's me this time. I'm not going to fuck around anymore with some happy smiley crap. I will kill you this time.

 Posted 7/10/2004 4:33 PM - 12 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments

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You commented on my xanga, and I don/t think I know you?

Posted 7/10/2004 10:19 PM by dontYOUdareFORGET - reply

what the hell are you talking about this is the first time ive ever heard of nathan!? :-\
Posted 7/10/2004 11:24 PM by anonymous - reply

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